Where the Chips Fall
"This might be worth some money now."
My uncle shows me a tattered black case.
It's unassuming, small, but nestled inside,
six pristine rows of poker chips
stamped with dark brown swastikas
wait for a game. "Found 'em in a dresser
that came with the house."
As my uncle pours a row into my hands,
I see shadowy soldiers flinging chips onto a table.
I smell sweat and cigarette ash,
hear the clatter of chips slapping
against one another. Clack, clack, clack,
like train wheels pulsing on rails,
shells falling from guns.
Stacks of chips reward the players.
Straight: capture a family from the ghetto,
Grandparents, parents, new baby boy.
Three of a kind: beat two pair,
hurl twin brothers to the ground.
Flush: crush five rabbis
wearing black yarmulkas,
then stack your winnings into mounds.
Clenching a chip in my fist, I feel
the coolness of its surface,
the heat of the swastika, a snarl of lines.
Six rows of chips, idle for decades,
lying forgotten, their value rising
as the players who used them pass
out of sight. Six rows ready for a new game.