Touch: The Journal of Healing
Touch: The Journal of Healing
Copyright © 2015
Touch: The Journal of Healing
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Editor’s Choice
Fate Atwist
by Sarah Bigham
I don’t get out much
these days
from our house
where I count pills and take naps and curl into the pain.
So hard to explain to those without hurt,
whose broken bones and
broken hearts
have healed with casts and time
and
chocolate.
I have time, too much, in fact,
hours
spent contemplating how this has happened, and
what I have become--
twisted and writhing,
gnarled and fevering.
What I once held in my
palm has spun
aloft,
reflecting back during full moons
as my mother takes my hand, gazing down and
comforting as mothers do, no matter the age of their children.
No matter.
© 2016 Sarah Bigham
Sarah Bigham reads, teaches, and writes in Maryland where she lives with her kind chemist wife, three independent cats, an unwieldy herb garden, and several chronic pain conditions including interstitial cystitis.